thank you all...

it has been a long week... in school, in my personal health, in my family... 

i am sick right now... 

but thanks for all the concerns, prayers, hugs, and stuff =) my family is fully supported by amazing people... we can do this... i just want to say a big thanks again. this past 4 days has been a roller coaster ride for me. just pray that i have the endurance for me to run this race. 

but i see a long month ahead of me already... 

I feel like ever since I came back 6 months ago.. I came back as a different person. 

I changed. I really did changed. I guess that was what I wanted to accomplish and I did it. 

I had a talk with a good friend tonight. She was saying how I came back. It feels like I keep to myself more. Did I really do that? I think I do. She also had said I dont seem to be as happy as I used to be. 

Sometimes I feel so tired and bored of dealing with different things right now that I just want to die and not care about it. 

i am back in school... but it feels like everything is different this time around... like i dont have my girl friends but i do have the girls i grew up with... so maybe it will be a good change? i am hanging out with the 2 girls i spend my whole life growing up with lately... and the 2 guys... 

everything has been alright... but i miss the trios... 

looking at my pictures now... i realize carrying my camera on my trip is TOTALLY worth it... oh gosh.. the back aches and heavy backpack... totally worth it! =)