to me, it was a good company. my boss was nice even though he bullies me. i learned a lot. i had a lot of opportunities. but i made myself a promise is that unless i can go back as a higher position, or else i won't be going back because i felt that i absorb a lot when i was there. but i won't be learning too much more. i never admitted to it why i came back early. it was because i felt that i was being stuck inside this whirlwind power struggle between the 2 department heads. i was very tired and annoyed that i was in the middle making peace. that is the main reason why i left nb early than i intended to.
talking about my boss. haha! like his daughter continuously tells me "he's a dictator." oh he is. But without this man's dictatorship, i won't be who I am today. Due to this dictatorship, I was force to doing a lot of things I never imagined I can do. He gave me the opportunity to "stand firm" and "toughen up" i guess at the same time, he used his most indirect way to tell me that I have a gift of dealing with people. He gives me responsibilities that no grown man should give a 20 year old. He gave me all the possible "educational moment" in our jobs so I can learn how to deal with them. For me, even though he's a dictator. But I learn so much from this man. He had truly influence me. seriously, i have never been so grateful for anyone who's not my family. even though, i am half way across the world- i know he gets his daughter to check up on me regularly. and he will be there for majority of my life because i am good friends with his daughter. (somehow he thinks i am a good influence on her)
