so embrassing

So i met this guy when it was Grade 10 summer on a cruise. At that time, being the only girl in the group- i love hanging out with him. but nothing happened. and for the next 2 year, we were each other's dates for school events, i went to his prom, he hung out with my friends. lets call him the fling. 

the fling and i got into an argument in my grade 12 year... so his first year... and i haven't talked to him since.

SO now we are selling the frey tickets... i wrote it on my msn name... and a lot of people who i haven't to in ages are msging me. 

i guess that is a good thing because the fling was one of the people that messaged me too. he looks way hotter than he did in first year. and apparently right after me, he met this girl. this girl and him had went out with him for like 3.5 years but broke up a while back. being the huge ego me, i didn't want to tell him that i haven't had anything more serious than him (a fling) since him. so i made up some stupid lie saying my "boyfriend" is kicking me off the computer. in fact, it was just my sleepyness kicking in. but it is so embrassing! 

note 1: reason why he was called a fling is because we never actually hold hands, we never kissed, we never acknowledge each other as a boy/girl friend.