so embrassing

So i met this guy when it was Grade 10 summer on a cruise. At that time, being the only girl in the group- i love hanging out with him. but nothing happened. and for the next 2 year, we were each other's dates for school events, i went to his prom, he hung out with my friends. lets call him the fling. 

the fling and i got into an argument in my grade 12 year... so his first year... and i haven't talked to him since.

SO now we are selling the frey tickets... i wrote it on my msn name... and a lot of people who i haven't to in ages are msging me. 

i guess that is a good thing because the fling was one of the people that messaged me too. he looks way hotter than he did in first year. and apparently right after me, he met this girl. this girl and him had went out with him for like 3.5 years but broke up a while back. being the huge ego me, i didn't want to tell him that i haven't had anything more serious than him (a fling) since him. so i made up some stupid lie saying my "boyfriend" is kicking me off the computer. in fact, it was just my sleepyness kicking in. but it is so embrassing! 

note 1: reason why he was called a fling is because we never actually hold hands, we never kissed, we never acknowledge each other as a boy/girl friend. 

SO ANGRY!

So i got my midterm back... i got 49.5%! 49.5! like why can't the stupid prof just give me an extra 5%? NOO! he doesn't want to and told me to study harder next time. AND he told me i actually did quite well because class average was like 53!!!
its 4 more days until the midterm and he's telling me that he's EPIC failing me for that stupid 0.5%! that doesn't even mean anything in reality!!!!!

i am happy

I am happy that I have very amazing friends. More than once, people have told me that they been jealous of the friendship I share with my 2 good friends. 

These 2 good friends I have...1 will cry with me when i laugh my head off.. while the other one will laugh with me until i am crying. They been with me as I witness or go through crazy things. 

I been blessed throughout my life to have amazing friends. Friends that will guide me back on the right path. Friends that we can do silly things together. Friends that we break all rules with. You two are my amazing friends and you guys are also irreplaceable because I will never meet greater friends than you two. I know, however we are spilt up in terms of geographic locations... we will still be together. 

Because LONG LIVE THE TRIOS! 

lol... yes i know.. i am being gay again... 

after an intense day of Grey's

I decided I want a surgeon boyfriend.. who's a combination of Owen and McDreamy. 

Now.. won't that be sexy?