these are my ramblings. dont take them seriously. because they are not meant to be taken seriously. if you do, i feel bad for you because you are taking what is on my mind seriously.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

these are the times i hate to be away

1. when a friend needs me and i am away- i know she doesn't mind... but i feel horrible that i am not there for her. she has always been there for me. even though we grew apart these years, but she is still my really really really good friend and i hate to be away from her when she needs me most. because she is like the song "come home running... his arms are open wide" i do run to her when i am in tears... just in a slow reflection, i realize in the past years, i only had shared my sadness and sorrow with her and my happines... i share them with my other friends. i am sorry for being such a bad friend and not being there when you need me. i am sorry.

2. when i realize people that i am important to some people. those who talk to me like everyday when i am at work. who leave messages for me saying they miss me. seriously it may seem very cliche to do something like that but i dont mind. these things are the ones that make me melt inside. those who encourage me. those listen to me when i am at work. listen to my work problems. relate to me. thank you all.

3. the pictures that i am tagged on facebook even though i am not there. everyone tries hard to let me be part of the picture. and i am really really really grateful for it. it lets me know whats going on. i am going to admit to it now- when i see those pictures, i try to imagine what were you guys doing. wer you guys talking about me? if i was there, what would have happened. so on and so on.

4. i LOVE IT when i am the first one to know things especially when i am half way across the world. seriously i love it when i am the first one to know things. and when you guys have to come and ask me for gossip. it makes me feel so special...

anyway.. the list will go on and on... i will put more up later