i am currently in the Hong Kong Airport... waiting to board my plane.. yess.. I am going on vacation and will miss all of you

be good and have fun in the snow!

Okay.. I don't think I have the world's best temper or the best attitude in the whole world. But seriously, I demand a bit more respect with certain people at work.

There's this particular invidivual that always find ways to pisses me off.
As most of you guys know, I am not as fluent in Chinese in comparison to English. So when I want to argue, I always use English.
this is a list of things that she had commented about me before...
1. if you go on eating like that, you will never find a husband.
2. if you don't pretty up now, you will never find a boyfriend.
3. she had went to my boss saying that i always look like i am so free
4. how i don't look like i play sports
5. how i don't act like my age.
6. once i got an organic tomato instead of the SANDWICH tomato she asked me to get- and she's been using it against me.
7. how her dad always spoils her when she was a kid (her kids are my age)

this list can go on and on...

But today, she pissed me off SOO much. Such selfish B!tch. and most of you knows that I dont ever swear. but i cant help it with her. she's sooo annoying.

"you are making me really angry right now if you go on saying that."
Lilian: "i really went and asked everyone that"
"no you didn't. you didn't ask me therefore you didn't ask everyone. now stop saying that because i am going to be really mad"

seriously- you are not my mother. you don't have the right to tell me not to say things you don't like to listen to.

seriously woman, if you are going to make me lose my job. i will drag you down with me. consider that she's
- late every single day for at least 30 minutes.
- plays facebook every single day
- comment and gossip to everyone all the time.

ARGH! i am so piss.. and it has already been 4 hours and i am still piss!!!

these are the times i hate to be away

1. when a friend needs me and i am away- i know she doesn't mind... but i feel horrible that i am not there for her. she has always been there for me. even though we grew apart these years, but she is still my really really really good friend and i hate to be away from her when she needs me most. because she is like the song "come home running... his arms are open wide" i do run to her when i am in tears... just in a slow reflection, i realize in the past years, i only had shared my sadness and sorrow with her and my happines... i share them with my other friends. i am sorry for being such a bad friend and not being there when you need me. i am sorry.

2. when i realize people that i am important to some people. those who talk to me like everyday when i am at work. who leave messages for me saying they miss me. seriously it may seem very cliche to do something like that but i dont mind. these things are the ones that make me melt inside. those who encourage me. those listen to me when i am at work. listen to my work problems. relate to me. thank you all.

3. the pictures that i am tagged on facebook even though i am not there. everyone tries hard to let me be part of the picture. and i am really really really grateful for it. it lets me know whats going on. i am going to admit to it now- when i see those pictures, i try to imagine what were you guys doing. wer you guys talking about me? if i was there, what would have happened. so on and so on.

4. i LOVE IT when i am the first one to know things especially when i am half way across the world. seriously i love it when i am the first one to know things. and when you guys have to come and ask me for gossip. it makes me feel so special...

anyway.. the list will go on and on... i will put more up later