i know this blog post came a little bit earlier (around 4 days earlier) i tend to always write a reflection about how this year has been...
3 years since i stepped foot in this school. from absolutely hating this school, this school has actually turned out alright. mind you, i am not a lover or a fan. but this school is definitley the right choice.
i began this year by living with 3 people that are just normal friends. they are still very normal friends to me. but they are like my family away from home. when i am sick, they will make sure i get fed. when i am sad and craving for food, they will suggest "lets go get some ice cream".
academic wise, i am even more sure that post grad is the way to go. this year, as i sat through people looking for grad school. i realize my time as a student is also coming up. you know when you are kid, you can always be like... oh... i have tons of time. i dont think i can really say that anymore. my undergrad years has been amazing and blessed.
but thinking about moving home for good in a year scares the crap out of me. i left home 4 years ago as a person that operate the way my parents did. but 4 years later, will my ways be acceptable to them? will the way i do laundry be acceptable? how i like to add chunks of tomatoes to my pasta sauce. my pasta choice tends to be angel hair. in some ways more than others, i know that i might not be able to move home to live in harmony with them. but a lot of people have did it in the past, i am sure i will get used to it.
saying good bye to farah right now. i understand it will be us in a year. we will have to say good bye to the ones we care and love. i dont know why.. this feeling is a lot harder and worst than high school. like i know i will miss farah and monica when i walk by their place. i will miss sarah's baked cookies. *sigh* so sad
on the side, does anyone realize lilian can graducate already?
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aww
i know what you mean. when i go home, it angers me that there's no dishwashing gloves! haha.
so sad =(
but we won't ever lose touch, i promise you. friends for life!
p.s. i saw farah!! she dropped by walter's hosue before leaving with her family, but i was in the shower. it was so embarassing, i came out in a towel and u know how walter's room right in front of the bathroom? i was like almost nekked and farah's whole family was right there!! lol i didn't even get a chance to say goodbye to her because i was half nekked and i ran to my room (i dunno if they saw me though, i was too scared to look)
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