these are my ramblings. dont take them seriously. because they are not meant to be taken seriously. if you do, i feel bad for you because you are taking what is on my mind seriously.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

what a day!

After I got off work today, I headed to Ira's place so we can go to Waterloo together. According to Ira, she was on time. (But on my watch she was late for about 10 minutes)
We were driving happily and singing songs. All of a sudden, I realize there's a very good cool looking car behind us. We started checking out the car. Then I had to change lanes to go Cambridge. As soon as I changed lanes, we realize it was the one of those mysterious OPP cars. (I was going 130) We were like.. *sigh* that was close. But at the same time, we were still driving at like 140. SUDDENLY there was another cop car behind us. We got really scared and totally like break. But the OPP didn't care about us and went on their way.
So we got in, picked up Christine, went and drop everything off at her place. Then I dropped Christine, Jason and Ira off at my place and then I went to help Cyrus pack his stuff.
(fast forward)
On the ride home, there was me, jason, kitty, ten ten, cyrus and ira. I was driving happily and I made to the airport in 35 minutes. I was like.. WOAH! We will actually make it back to Markham by 12. As soon as I said that, there was this police car with sirens right behind me. I was like looking at my speedometer, and it was saying I was going 115. I was thinking "Dang it, they can't be giving me a ticket while I am like one of the slowest driver on the highway. PLUS I just fought off a ticket." So I pull over to the shoulder lane and was going to stop. AS SOON AS I pull over the the shoulder lane, the cop car rushed by me. We were all like.. what the crap?
Then because of that little incident, we missed Ira's exit.
But turns out the express was close. AND collectors had a major car accident.

No Good.
Finally, I got home at 12:45 after dropping everyone off at home.
WHAT A DAY!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

this is what i do

let's have a recap of what happened since the last post...
I am working at omd AGAIN... well.. its part time.. i got an email from my previous BIG boss asking me to come in and train the new staff.. and i was like.. ooo.. i can do that whenever.. i am home already.. and then he called me and was like "YOU ARE DONE EXAMS ALREADY?"
"YES I AM!!"
"HEY.. i am going to make you a deal. how about you come in and help us before you fly off?"
"do i look like i don't have a social life to you?"
"you sure do. humm.. how about 20 hours a week? you will still have time to see your friends, plus you can help us train those new people AND you can help us file"
"sounds good... do i have the same wage?"
"yes.. you do... everything will be the same"
"fineee..."
"can you come in this afternoon to make your employee's id card and sign the contract and stuff?
"i will see you at 2"

this short conversation had changed my life... for the next 3 weeks... i am working PART TIME... at my old place.. doing FILING WORK..
today is the first day of work.. and i am falling asleep already... and i been talking to ira on email all day long... *seriously.. no work will get done*

p.s. i am still at work.. how ironic eh?

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

17 DAYS!!!

I am home but in less than 3 weeks, I AM GONE again.
Home is a strange and foreign word right now. Dinner table "gossip" is different. I am not even in tune to the latest church gossip. SO SAD.
Anyway, I am going to start working part time at my old place until I leave. I am going to be training their summer student for them plus they are hiring me to do some filing and random task. Thats pretty good because I won't have to be bored at home too much. Only 20 hours a week. Technically I can work half day, Monday to Friday. OR I can work Full days with overtime for 2 days. SO PRETTY GOOD.

Right now, I just receive an email regarding how apparently I been avoiding her. Those of you who knows what happened, probably know which "her" i mean. Seriously, why does she think so highly of herself? I am not avoiding her. Why would I? But working a part time job, trying to make 4 months of piano lesson into 3 weeks with my piano teacher, getting last minute presents for people, the subletting stuff - I have a bit too much on my plate to care about what she thinks.

Anyway, I promise that when I go back - I will write on my blog EVERY DAY. Plus you people who just reads my blog and not comment. Tell me what you are doing. Going to miss you all soon.

Friday, April 11, 2008

good bye to my friends

i know this blog post came a little bit earlier (around 4 days earlier) i tend to always write a reflection about how this year has been...

3 years since i stepped foot in this school. from absolutely hating this school, this school has actually turned out alright. mind you, i am not a lover or a fan. but this school is definitley the right choice.

i began this year by living with 3 people that are just normal friends. they are still very normal friends to me. but they are like my family away from home. when i am sick, they will make sure i get fed. when i am sad and craving for food, they will suggest "lets go get some ice cream".

academic wise, i am even more sure that post grad is the way to go. this year, as i sat through people looking for grad school. i realize my time as a student is also coming up. you know when you are kid, you can always be like... oh... i have tons of time. i dont think i can really say that anymore. my undergrad years has been amazing and blessed.

but thinking about moving home for good in a year scares the crap out of me. i left home 4 years ago as a person that operate the way my parents did. but 4 years later, will my ways be acceptable to them? will the way i do laundry be acceptable? how i like to add chunks of tomatoes to my pasta sauce. my pasta choice tends to be angel hair. in some ways more than others, i know that i might not be able to move home to live in harmony with them. but a lot of people have did it in the past, i am sure i will get used to it.

saying good bye to farah right now. i understand it will be us in a year. we will have to say good bye to the ones we care and love. i dont know why.. this feeling is a lot harder and worst than high school. like i know i will miss farah and monica when i walk by their place. i will miss sarah's baked cookies. *sigh* so sad
on the side, does anyone realize lilian can graducate already?

Sunday, April 6, 2008

i wannna be home... but at the same time i dont

interesting things had happened while studying last night
so while kitty and i were studying at the concourse last night... this women walked by... she's not a normal woman... it was like 4am... and she was wearing ALL RED... with white bold lipstick... and she was like walk gliding.. she looks like she's in her mid 30's... it was really freaky... and she was staring at us.... CREEEPY

Friday, April 4, 2008

i feel like i should get the best roommate award.
WHY?
because i sat through many hours of jason tang talking about ice...
and its soo boringgg



thank you for agreeing that i should get the best roommie award.



on the sidenote, what is it that i want? and who am i really?
in terms of school and career wise, i feel that i am very clear. graducate, work, law school.
but in terms of my other side, i have no considerations or thoughts in regards to this matter. kinda scary eh?
anyway 29 days until hell.