i am currently in the Hong Kong Airport... waiting to board my plane.. yess.. I am going on vacation and will miss all of you
be good and have fun in the snow!
these are my ramblings. dont take them seriously. because they are not meant to be taken seriously. if you do, i feel bad for you because you are taking what is on my mind seriously.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Friday, December 5, 2008
Okay.. I don't think I have the world's best temper or the best attitude in the whole world. But seriously, I demand a bit more respect with certain people at work.
There's this particular invidivual that always find ways to pisses me off.
As most of you guys know, I am not as fluent in Chinese in comparison to English. So when I want to argue, I always use English.
this is a list of things that she had commented about me before...
1. if you go on eating like that, you will never find a husband.
2. if you don't pretty up now, you will never find a boyfriend.
3. she had went to my boss saying that i always look like i am so free
4. how i don't look like i play sports
5. how i don't act like my age.
6. once i got an organic tomato instead of the SANDWICH tomato she asked me to get- and she's been using it against me.
7. how her dad always spoils her when she was a kid (her kids are my age)
this list can go on and on...
But today, she pissed me off SOO much. Such selfish B!tch. and most of you knows that I dont ever swear. but i cant help it with her. she's sooo annoying.
"you are making me really angry right now if you go on saying that."
Lilian: "i really went and asked everyone that"
"no you didn't. you didn't ask me therefore you didn't ask everyone. now stop saying that because i am going to be really mad"
seriously- you are not my mother. you don't have the right to tell me not to say things you don't like to listen to.
seriously woman, if you are going to make me lose my job. i will drag you down with me. consider that she's
- late every single day for at least 30 minutes.
- plays facebook every single day
- comment and gossip to everyone all the time.
ARGH! i am so piss.. and it has already been 4 hours and i am still piss!!!
There's this particular invidivual that always find ways to pisses me off.
As most of you guys know, I am not as fluent in Chinese in comparison to English. So when I want to argue, I always use English.
this is a list of things that she had commented about me before...
1. if you go on eating like that, you will never find a husband.
2. if you don't pretty up now, you will never find a boyfriend.
3. she had went to my boss saying that i always look like i am so free
4. how i don't look like i play sports
5. how i don't act like my age.
6. once i got an organic tomato instead of the SANDWICH tomato she asked me to get- and she's been using it against me.
7. how her dad always spoils her when she was a kid (her kids are my age)
this list can go on and on...
But today, she pissed me off SOO much. Such selfish B!tch. and most of you knows that I dont ever swear. but i cant help it with her. she's sooo annoying.
"you are making me really angry right now if you go on saying that."
Lilian: "i really went and asked everyone that"
"no you didn't. you didn't ask me therefore you didn't ask everyone. now stop saying that because i am going to be really mad"
seriously- you are not my mother. you don't have the right to tell me not to say things you don't like to listen to.
seriously woman, if you are going to make me lose my job. i will drag you down with me. consider that she's
- late every single day for at least 30 minutes.
- plays facebook every single day
- comment and gossip to everyone all the time.
ARGH! i am so piss.. and it has already been 4 hours and i am still piss!!!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
these are the times i hate to be away
1. when a friend needs me and i am away- i know she doesn't mind... but i feel horrible that i am not there for her. she has always been there for me. even though we grew apart these years, but she is still my really really really good friend and i hate to be away from her when she needs me most. because she is like the song "come home running... his arms are open wide" i do run to her when i am in tears... just in a slow reflection, i realize in the past years, i only had shared my sadness and sorrow with her and my happines... i share them with my other friends. i am sorry for being such a bad friend and not being there when you need me. i am sorry.
2. when i realize people that i am important to some people. those who talk to me like everyday when i am at work. who leave messages for me saying they miss me. seriously it may seem very cliche to do something like that but i dont mind. these things are the ones that make me melt inside. those who encourage me. those listen to me when i am at work. listen to my work problems. relate to me. thank you all.
3. the pictures that i am tagged on facebook even though i am not there. everyone tries hard to let me be part of the picture. and i am really really really grateful for it. it lets me know whats going on. i am going to admit to it now- when i see those pictures, i try to imagine what were you guys doing. wer you guys talking about me? if i was there, what would have happened. so on and so on.
4. i LOVE IT when i am the first one to know things especially when i am half way across the world. seriously i love it when i am the first one to know things. and when you guys have to come and ask me for gossip. it makes me feel so special...
anyway.. the list will go on and on... i will put more up later
2. when i realize people that i am important to some people. those who talk to me like everyday when i am at work. who leave messages for me saying they miss me. seriously it may seem very cliche to do something like that but i dont mind. these things are the ones that make me melt inside. those who encourage me. those listen to me when i am at work. listen to my work problems. relate to me. thank you all.
3. the pictures that i am tagged on facebook even though i am not there. everyone tries hard to let me be part of the picture. and i am really really really grateful for it. it lets me know whats going on. i am going to admit to it now- when i see those pictures, i try to imagine what were you guys doing. wer you guys talking about me? if i was there, what would have happened. so on and so on.
4. i LOVE IT when i am the first one to know things especially when i am half way across the world. seriously i love it when i am the first one to know things. and when you guys have to come and ask me for gossip. it makes me feel so special...
anyway.. the list will go on and on... i will put more up later
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
it has been 3 months since i last post...
a lot has changed.. but i am still in hong kong. while everyone is stressing out about jobs and stuff.. i am totalyl working my head off...
pretty much.. my life consists of work and school. and on weekends.just thought it will be funny to share some random facts about the new lilian
- lilian doesn't club anymore. in fact, she enjoys a night in to drink and enjoy wine with her friends.
- lilian has actually been waking up every single morning and putting on make up for work.
- lilian has her first credit card that she pays off with her hard earn money.
- lilian still hasn't changed her cell phone and it has been over a year since she got her phone.
- lilian is dead tired with work and school
this is pretty much it about lilian.
lilian is tired and tomorrow is no work! WOOHOO!!! =)
can't wait to go back to canada.
a lot has changed.. but i am still in hong kong. while everyone is stressing out about jobs and stuff.. i am totalyl working my head off...
pretty much.. my life consists of work and school. and on weekends.just thought it will be funny to share some random facts about the new lilian
- lilian doesn't club anymore. in fact, she enjoys a night in to drink and enjoy wine with her friends.
- lilian has actually been waking up every single morning and putting on make up for work.
- lilian has her first credit card that she pays off with her hard earn money.
- lilian still hasn't changed her cell phone and it has been over a year since she got her phone.
- lilian is dead tired with work and school
this is pretty much it about lilian.
lilian is tired and tomorrow is no work! WOOHOO!!! =)
can't wait to go back to canada.
Friday, July 4, 2008
I know I haven't updated in a long time. But this post will be well worth the laugh and the wait.
So Lilian went out for drinks with cute guy at work. We were chit-chatting and stuff. Turns out that cute guy and Lilian has a lot in common. We both like John Mayer, Coldplay. We both love water sports and getting dark. We just have a lot in common. AND he backpacked across Europe.
So we were talking and stuff and I saw his ID. I was like "HEy! i want to see your ID!" So he showed me. Afterwards he asked for my ID. While I dug in to look for my wallet- I COULDN'T FIND IT! Apparently smart Lilian had left her wallet at home.
*sigh* First date, and I forgot my wallet.
and it was Friday. I am not going out this weekend because I have no money.
So Lilian went out for drinks with cute guy at work. We were chit-chatting and stuff. Turns out that cute guy and Lilian has a lot in common. We both like John Mayer, Coldplay. We both love water sports and getting dark. We just have a lot in common. AND he backpacked across Europe.
So we were talking and stuff and I saw his ID. I was like "HEy! i want to see your ID!" So he showed me. Afterwards he asked for my ID. While I dug in to look for my wallet- I COULDN'T FIND IT! Apparently smart Lilian had left her wallet at home.
*sigh* First date, and I forgot my wallet.
and it was Friday. I am not going out this weekend because I have no money.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i been in hk for a little more than a month now...
i dont know why.. i am actually starting to like the way i live in hk... i enjoy commuting around 40 minutes everyday on the bus... i enjoy going out for lunch with my co-workers.. i also quite enjoy knowing about the office gossip...
overall hong kong is a very different place but i am actually quite content with this place and working with this job
this summer.. i have rekindle or make stronger friendship with some people. i been having out with some high school friends and we became very close (who would have though). i had also been hanging out with my wlu friends and they have soon become a bigger part of my daily life.
but deep down, there are times that i know i want my toronto friends. some moments that i can never share the same with anyone except that one particular person. like when i walked by a street sign with cyrus.. we started laughing at the name because we understand what's so funny about the sign. but it wouldn't be the same when i explain it to jason.
i wish i can be at both places at the same time. or better yet, i wish my toronto friends can be here so i can see them.
my hk friends will never work up to the same as my toronto friends. like it just makes me sad that in one way or the other that we are collected together because we all have a bunch of special friends back at home and that we are just broadening our social norm to accept each other just simply because we have no one else to really turn to.
who would have thought i can become really good friends with this girl that looks and dress like one of the girls i always laugh about? (the tall heels with short girls, long dye hair, and jap wannabe girl) SURPRISE EH!?!?!
i dont know why.. i am actually starting to like the way i live in hk... i enjoy commuting around 40 minutes everyday on the bus... i enjoy going out for lunch with my co-workers.. i also quite enjoy knowing about the office gossip...
overall hong kong is a very different place but i am actually quite content with this place and working with this job
this summer.. i have rekindle or make stronger friendship with some people. i been having out with some high school friends and we became very close (who would have though). i had also been hanging out with my wlu friends and they have soon become a bigger part of my daily life.
but deep down, there are times that i know i want my toronto friends. some moments that i can never share the same with anyone except that one particular person. like when i walked by a street sign with cyrus.. we started laughing at the name because we understand what's so funny about the sign. but it wouldn't be the same when i explain it to jason.
i wish i can be at both places at the same time. or better yet, i wish my toronto friends can be here so i can see them.
my hk friends will never work up to the same as my toronto friends. like it just makes me sad that in one way or the other that we are collected together because we all have a bunch of special friends back at home and that we are just broadening our social norm to accept each other just simply because we have no one else to really turn to.
who would have thought i can become really good friends with this girl that looks and dress like one of the girls i always laugh about? (the tall heels with short girls, long dye hair, and jap wannabe girl) SURPRISE EH!?!?!
Saturday, June 7, 2008
i have met a couple of friends at work... and we went clubbing...
LOL.. its not the same.. but its not that bad.. consider the fact that drinks are a lot cheaper..
it was actually really fun... at one point.. we were all kinda tipsy.. and i just started to talk to people in english... and i met a guy from toronto who works for microsoft right now...
but i been hanging out with people older than me for too long.. this is the time where people my age comes in handy...
LOL.. its not the same.. but its not that bad.. consider the fact that drinks are a lot cheaper..
it was actually really fun... at one point.. we were all kinda tipsy.. and i just started to talk to people in english... and i met a guy from toronto who works for microsoft right now...
but i been hanging out with people older than me for too long.. this is the time where people my age comes in handy...
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
earthquake in china...
As most of you will know, on May 12th 2008 - China had a huge earthquake 7.8 scale. Usually typically - I am pretty numb. Like yes.. these things happens... i will donate some money.
But this time around, maybe because I am in Hong Kong - all the attention is drift to the earthquake. I did my share - everytime someone asks me to donate.. I will be like.. sure.. and i will throw in a 100..
But I want to write this blog regarding how proud I am as a chinese, especially a Hong'er... lol.. in a small piece of land of 7 million population had raised a 0.9billion dollars. Now, that is a lot of money. Also the ones who can't donate as much, they went to volunteer. I saw on TV around 8am that they are asking people to help on the street to ask people to donate money. So I called around 10am, and ALL THE SPOTS WERE TAKEN! I was so shocked. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT? On the the streets, old grandmas, little kids, moms, dads, teenagers - had all gather to volunteer in different ways. Little kids in school (including my 13 year old cousin who's in high school) had donate money, draw cards for the victims. When I went shopping today, a lot of stores by that I mean at least 30% of the stores in the mall - had said they will donate all the profits for the day to the cause.
As we know, during Hurricane Katrina - it took President Bush 4 days to arrive in Lousiana. But it took the Primse Minster 90 minutes to start heading toward the earthquake zone. He arrived in less than 5 hours. He stayed there for 88 hours. Encouraging people, telling kids that he will find them food. I SWEAR he has tears coming out from his eyes when he was talking to this 4 year old girl. 88 hours later, he left and the President took over. By the end of the 3 days he was there, I SWEAR he aged like 20 years. The President and the PM had switched duties. They took turns being there and turns hosting emergency meetings.
One of the HK TV station was asking the PM for an interview. The bodyguards were protecting the PM. But the PM found out that the reporter was from HK. He was like... I do have something to say to the people in HK.
When I was watching the news, everytime the resue team had found someone - they will be cheering and all encourage and pumped again and go resue people.
This is the time I can proudly say I am happy to be a Chinese.
But this time around, maybe because I am in Hong Kong - all the attention is drift to the earthquake. I did my share - everytime someone asks me to donate.. I will be like.. sure.. and i will throw in a 100..
But I want to write this blog regarding how proud I am as a chinese, especially a Hong'er... lol.. in a small piece of land of 7 million population had raised a 0.9billion dollars. Now, that is a lot of money. Also the ones who can't donate as much, they went to volunteer. I saw on TV around 8am that they are asking people to help on the street to ask people to donate money. So I called around 10am, and ALL THE SPOTS WERE TAKEN! I was so shocked. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT? On the the streets, old grandmas, little kids, moms, dads, teenagers - had all gather to volunteer in different ways. Little kids in school (including my 13 year old cousin who's in high school) had donate money, draw cards for the victims. When I went shopping today, a lot of stores by that I mean at least 30% of the stores in the mall - had said they will donate all the profits for the day to the cause.
As we know, during Hurricane Katrina - it took President Bush 4 days to arrive in Lousiana. But it took the Primse Minster 90 minutes to start heading toward the earthquake zone. He arrived in less than 5 hours. He stayed there for 88 hours. Encouraging people, telling kids that he will find them food. I SWEAR he has tears coming out from his eyes when he was talking to this 4 year old girl. 88 hours later, he left and the President took over. By the end of the 3 days he was there, I SWEAR he aged like 20 years. The President and the PM had switched duties. They took turns being there and turns hosting emergency meetings.
One of the HK TV station was asking the PM for an interview. The bodyguards were protecting the PM. But the PM found out that the reporter was from HK. He was like... I do have something to say to the people in HK.
When I was watching the news, everytime the resue team had found someone - they will be cheering and all encourage and pumped again and go resue people.
This is the time I can proudly say I am happy to be a Chinese.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
SOO.. today.. i was shopping in a mall... and i was staring into the space (waiting for my friend)
and suddenly... i felt someone tapping my shoulder... and then i looked up!!!
it was STANLEY... you people all know who he is...
i was like.. what the crap.. like why are you here?
we started talking...
and guess what?
stanley is going to my school for MBA next year....
and suddenly... i felt someone tapping my shoulder... and then i looked up!!!
it was STANLEY... you people all know who he is...
i was like.. what the crap.. like why are you here?
we started talking...
and guess what?
stanley is going to my school for MBA next year....
Saturday, May 10, 2008
due to the fact that i am completely clueless about what to do for mother's day.. i decided i am going to make my whole entire family (mom's side) a nice dinner...
dinner consists of...
marsh potatoe
roast beef
blueberry cheesecake..
sounds good eh?
i think so too!!
but baking goods are soo expensive here... its like 30 dollars hkd a pack of cookies mix... which is almost around 4 cdn dollars.. insane eh?
that's pretty much it...
tomorrow.. i am off to the real china land to play golf and celebrate mother's day with my dad's side... lol...
GOLF and LILIAN...
= FUNNY COMBINATION... EH?
by the way.. i am really piss about something...
so i was waiting to get on the bus... and i was the first in line... and this old grandma butted me! SHE FRIGGEN SAW ME THERE TOO!!!
even though
there's no one on the bus..
even though she's an old grandma...
but doesn't mean she takes away my standing as the first person in place.. but i am soo maddd..
dinner consists of...
marsh potatoe
roast beef
blueberry cheesecake..
sounds good eh?
i think so too!!
but baking goods are soo expensive here... its like 30 dollars hkd a pack of cookies mix... which is almost around 4 cdn dollars.. insane eh?
that's pretty much it...
tomorrow.. i am off to the real china land to play golf and celebrate mother's day with my dad's side... lol...
GOLF and LILIAN...
= FUNNY COMBINATION... EH?
by the way.. i am really piss about something...
so i was waiting to get on the bus... and i was the first in line... and this old grandma butted me! SHE FRIGGEN SAW ME THERE TOO!!!
even though
there's no one on the bus..
even though she's an old grandma...
but doesn't mean she takes away my standing as the first person in place.. but i am soo maddd..
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008
I AM HERE
well.. its pretty good since i arrived... i been seeing a lot of family and stuff...
but i have to share my funny story everrrr...
so this is what happened...
i was at a bank... and i wanted to set up a new investment banking account... so this guy called "seth" came to help me out.. he was a very chill guy.. and we were joking and stuff...
but then the whole time.. there was this creepy guy walking by staring at me.. but the creepy guy looked familiar. REALLY familiar.
so i was kinda sitting there staring at him while he was staring at me. (btw.. creepy guy works at the bank)
finally Seth walked me out.. and walked me to a counter so i can deposit my monnneeyy from canada into my account here.
at that time, the creepy guy came up to me and was like... YOU LOOK REALLY FAMILIAR. i dont know why. so i replied.. "you do too." we started talking and trying to figure out how we know each other.
and then Seth came by and was like.. oo. Lilian here is also from Toronto.
the creepy guy was like... OH MY GOSH.. you are lilian... thats why..
at that time.. Lilian was like seriously this =_=" i dont know you...
creepy guy: we met at docks last summer.. i was trying to to get your number.. and then you gave me your fake number!! YOU ARE ALBERT'S FRIEND!
Lilian: =_=" (thinking to herself... out of all places in this world... a bank in hong kong is the last place she imagine to be seeing a guy she rejected)
creepy guy: hey.. seriously now.. give me your real number.
Lilian: uhh.. okayyy...
SO thats what happened in the first 24 hours that Lilian is in HK...
but i have to share my funny story everrrr...
so this is what happened...
i was at a bank... and i wanted to set up a new investment banking account... so this guy called "seth" came to help me out.. he was a very chill guy.. and we were joking and stuff...
but then the whole time.. there was this creepy guy walking by staring at me.. but the creepy guy looked familiar. REALLY familiar.
so i was kinda sitting there staring at him while he was staring at me. (btw.. creepy guy works at the bank)
finally Seth walked me out.. and walked me to a counter so i can deposit my monnneeyy from canada into my account here.
at that time, the creepy guy came up to me and was like... YOU LOOK REALLY FAMILIAR. i dont know why. so i replied.. "you do too." we started talking and trying to figure out how we know each other.
and then Seth came by and was like.. oo. Lilian here is also from Toronto.
the creepy guy was like... OH MY GOSH.. you are lilian... thats why..
at that time.. Lilian was like seriously this =_=" i dont know you...
creepy guy: we met at docks last summer.. i was trying to to get your number.. and then you gave me your fake number!! YOU ARE ALBERT'S FRIEND!
Lilian: =_=" (thinking to herself... out of all places in this world... a bank in hong kong is the last place she imagine to be seeing a guy she rejected)
creepy guy: hey.. seriously now.. give me your real number.
Lilian: uhh.. okayyy...
SO thats what happened in the first 24 hours that Lilian is in HK...
Friday, May 2, 2008
OKAY... hong kong is tomorrow
Jason and I will be on a plane torturing each other tomorrow for around 16 hours...
It's not that bad because I do live with that guy...
But Hong Kong... a strange but familiar city.. I PROMISE YOU ALL! that i will update at least once a week.. just to prove i am not dead... alrighttt?
It's not that bad because I do live with that guy...
But Hong Kong... a strange but familiar city.. I PROMISE YOU ALL! that i will update at least once a week.. just to prove i am not dead... alrighttt?
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
what a day!
After I got off work today, I headed to Ira's place so we can go to Waterloo together. According to Ira, she was on time. (But on my watch she was late for about 10 minutes)
We were driving happily and singing songs. All of a sudden, I realize there's a very good cool looking car behind us. We started checking out the car. Then I had to change lanes to go Cambridge. As soon as I changed lanes, we realize it was the one of those mysterious OPP cars. (I was going 130) We were like.. *sigh* that was close. But at the same time, we were still driving at like 140. SUDDENLY there was another cop car behind us. We got really scared and totally like break. But the OPP didn't care about us and went on their way.
So we got in, picked up Christine, went and drop everything off at her place. Then I dropped Christine, Jason and Ira off at my place and then I went to help Cyrus pack his stuff.
(fast forward)
On the ride home, there was me, jason, kitty, ten ten, cyrus and ira. I was driving happily and I made to the airport in 35 minutes. I was like.. WOAH! We will actually make it back to Markham by 12. As soon as I said that, there was this police car with sirens right behind me. I was like looking at my speedometer, and it was saying I was going 115. I was thinking "Dang it, they can't be giving me a ticket while I am like one of the slowest driver on the highway. PLUS I just fought off a ticket." So I pull over to the shoulder lane and was going to stop. AS SOON AS I pull over the the shoulder lane, the cop car rushed by me. We were all like.. what the crap?
Then because of that little incident, we missed Ira's exit.
But turns out the express was close. AND collectors had a major car accident.
No Good.
Finally, I got home at 12:45 after dropping everyone off at home.
WHAT A DAY!
We were driving happily and singing songs. All of a sudden, I realize there's a very good cool looking car behind us. We started checking out the car. Then I had to change lanes to go Cambridge. As soon as I changed lanes, we realize it was the one of those mysterious OPP cars. (I was going 130) We were like.. *sigh* that was close. But at the same time, we were still driving at like 140. SUDDENLY there was another cop car behind us. We got really scared and totally like break. But the OPP didn't care about us and went on their way.
So we got in, picked up Christine, went and drop everything off at her place. Then I dropped Christine, Jason and Ira off at my place and then I went to help Cyrus pack his stuff.
(fast forward)
On the ride home, there was me, jason, kitty, ten ten, cyrus and ira. I was driving happily and I made to the airport in 35 minutes. I was like.. WOAH! We will actually make it back to Markham by 12. As soon as I said that, there was this police car with sirens right behind me. I was like looking at my speedometer, and it was saying I was going 115. I was thinking "Dang it, they can't be giving me a ticket while I am like one of the slowest driver on the highway. PLUS I just fought off a ticket." So I pull over to the shoulder lane and was going to stop. AS SOON AS I pull over the the shoulder lane, the cop car rushed by me. We were all like.. what the crap?
Then because of that little incident, we missed Ira's exit.
But turns out the express was close. AND collectors had a major car accident.
No Good.
Finally, I got home at 12:45 after dropping everyone off at home.
WHAT A DAY!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
this is what i do
let's have a recap of what happened since the last post...
I am working at omd AGAIN... well.. its part time.. i got an email from my previous BIG boss asking me to come in and train the new staff.. and i was like.. ooo.. i can do that whenever.. i am home already.. and then he called me and was like "YOU ARE DONE EXAMS ALREADY?"
"YES I AM!!"
"HEY.. i am going to make you a deal. how about you come in and help us before you fly off?"
"do i look like i don't have a social life to you?"
"you sure do. humm.. how about 20 hours a week? you will still have time to see your friends, plus you can help us train those new people AND you can help us file"
"sounds good... do i have the same wage?"
"yes.. you do... everything will be the same"
"fineee..."
"can you come in this afternoon to make your employee's id card and sign the contract and stuff?
"i will see you at 2"
this short conversation had changed my life... for the next 3 weeks... i am working PART TIME... at my old place.. doing FILING WORK..
today is the first day of work.. and i am falling asleep already... and i been talking to ira on email all day long... *seriously.. no work will get done*
p.s. i am still at work.. how ironic eh?
I am working at omd AGAIN... well.. its part time.. i got an email from my previous BIG boss asking me to come in and train the new staff.. and i was like.. ooo.. i can do that whenever.. i am home already.. and then he called me and was like "YOU ARE DONE EXAMS ALREADY?"
"YES I AM!!"
"HEY.. i am going to make you a deal. how about you come in and help us before you fly off?"
"do i look like i don't have a social life to you?"
"you sure do. humm.. how about 20 hours a week? you will still have time to see your friends, plus you can help us train those new people AND you can help us file"
"sounds good... do i have the same wage?"
"yes.. you do... everything will be the same"
"fineee..."
"can you come in this afternoon to make your employee's id card and sign the contract and stuff?
"i will see you at 2"
this short conversation had changed my life... for the next 3 weeks... i am working PART TIME... at my old place.. doing FILING WORK..
today is the first day of work.. and i am falling asleep already... and i been talking to ira on email all day long... *seriously.. no work will get done*
p.s. i am still at work.. how ironic eh?
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
17 DAYS!!!
I am home but in less than 3 weeks, I AM GONE again.
Home is a strange and foreign word right now. Dinner table "gossip" is different. I am not even in tune to the latest church gossip. SO SAD.
Anyway, I am going to start working part time at my old place until I leave. I am going to be training their summer student for them plus they are hiring me to do some filing and random task. Thats pretty good because I won't have to be bored at home too much. Only 20 hours a week. Technically I can work half day, Monday to Friday. OR I can work Full days with overtime for 2 days. SO PRETTY GOOD.
Right now, I just receive an email regarding how apparently I been avoiding her. Those of you who knows what happened, probably know which "her" i mean. Seriously, why does she think so highly of herself? I am not avoiding her. Why would I? But working a part time job, trying to make 4 months of piano lesson into 3 weeks with my piano teacher, getting last minute presents for people, the subletting stuff - I have a bit too much on my plate to care about what she thinks.
Anyway, I promise that when I go back - I will write on my blog EVERY DAY. Plus you people who just reads my blog and not comment. Tell me what you are doing. Going to miss you all soon.
Home is a strange and foreign word right now. Dinner table "gossip" is different. I am not even in tune to the latest church gossip. SO SAD.
Anyway, I am going to start working part time at my old place until I leave. I am going to be training their summer student for them plus they are hiring me to do some filing and random task. Thats pretty good because I won't have to be bored at home too much. Only 20 hours a week. Technically I can work half day, Monday to Friday. OR I can work Full days with overtime for 2 days. SO PRETTY GOOD.
Right now, I just receive an email regarding how apparently I been avoiding her. Those of you who knows what happened, probably know which "her" i mean. Seriously, why does she think so highly of herself? I am not avoiding her. Why would I? But working a part time job, trying to make 4 months of piano lesson into 3 weeks with my piano teacher, getting last minute presents for people, the subletting stuff - I have a bit too much on my plate to care about what she thinks.
Anyway, I promise that when I go back - I will write on my blog EVERY DAY. Plus you people who just reads my blog and not comment. Tell me what you are doing. Going to miss you all soon.
Friday, April 11, 2008
good bye to my friends
i know this blog post came a little bit earlier (around 4 days earlier) i tend to always write a reflection about how this year has been...
3 years since i stepped foot in this school. from absolutely hating this school, this school has actually turned out alright. mind you, i am not a lover or a fan. but this school is definitley the right choice.
i began this year by living with 3 people that are just normal friends. they are still very normal friends to me. but they are like my family away from home. when i am sick, they will make sure i get fed. when i am sad and craving for food, they will suggest "lets go get some ice cream".
academic wise, i am even more sure that post grad is the way to go. this year, as i sat through people looking for grad school. i realize my time as a student is also coming up. you know when you are kid, you can always be like... oh... i have tons of time. i dont think i can really say that anymore. my undergrad years has been amazing and blessed.
but thinking about moving home for good in a year scares the crap out of me. i left home 4 years ago as a person that operate the way my parents did. but 4 years later, will my ways be acceptable to them? will the way i do laundry be acceptable? how i like to add chunks of tomatoes to my pasta sauce. my pasta choice tends to be angel hair. in some ways more than others, i know that i might not be able to move home to live in harmony with them. but a lot of people have did it in the past, i am sure i will get used to it.
saying good bye to farah right now. i understand it will be us in a year. we will have to say good bye to the ones we care and love. i dont know why.. this feeling is a lot harder and worst than high school. like i know i will miss farah and monica when i walk by their place. i will miss sarah's baked cookies. *sigh* so sad
on the side, does anyone realize lilian can graducate already?
3 years since i stepped foot in this school. from absolutely hating this school, this school has actually turned out alright. mind you, i am not a lover or a fan. but this school is definitley the right choice.
i began this year by living with 3 people that are just normal friends. they are still very normal friends to me. but they are like my family away from home. when i am sick, they will make sure i get fed. when i am sad and craving for food, they will suggest "lets go get some ice cream".
academic wise, i am even more sure that post grad is the way to go. this year, as i sat through people looking for grad school. i realize my time as a student is also coming up. you know when you are kid, you can always be like... oh... i have tons of time. i dont think i can really say that anymore. my undergrad years has been amazing and blessed.
but thinking about moving home for good in a year scares the crap out of me. i left home 4 years ago as a person that operate the way my parents did. but 4 years later, will my ways be acceptable to them? will the way i do laundry be acceptable? how i like to add chunks of tomatoes to my pasta sauce. my pasta choice tends to be angel hair. in some ways more than others, i know that i might not be able to move home to live in harmony with them. but a lot of people have did it in the past, i am sure i will get used to it.
saying good bye to farah right now. i understand it will be us in a year. we will have to say good bye to the ones we care and love. i dont know why.. this feeling is a lot harder and worst than high school. like i know i will miss farah and monica when i walk by their place. i will miss sarah's baked cookies. *sigh* so sad
on the side, does anyone realize lilian can graducate already?
Sunday, April 6, 2008
i wannna be home... but at the same time i dont
interesting things had happened while studying last night
so while kitty and i were studying at the concourse last night... this women walked by... she's not a normal woman... it was like 4am... and she was wearing ALL RED... with white bold lipstick... and she was like walk gliding.. she looks like she's in her mid 30's... it was really freaky... and she was staring at us.... CREEEPY
so while kitty and i were studying at the concourse last night... this women walked by... she's not a normal woman... it was like 4am... and she was wearing ALL RED... with white bold lipstick... and she was like walk gliding.. she looks like she's in her mid 30's... it was really freaky... and she was staring at us.... CREEEPY
Friday, April 4, 2008
i feel like i should get the best roommate award.
WHY?
because i sat through many hours of jason tang talking about ice...
and its soo boringgg
thank you for agreeing that i should get the best roommie award.
on the sidenote, what is it that i want? and who am i really?
in terms of school and career wise, i feel that i am very clear. graducate, work, law school.
but in terms of my other side, i have no considerations or thoughts in regards to this matter. kinda scary eh?
anyway 29 days until hell.
WHY?
because i sat through many hours of jason tang talking about ice...
and its soo boringgg
thank you for agreeing that i should get the best roommie award.
on the sidenote, what is it that i want? and who am i really?
in terms of school and career wise, i feel that i am very clear. graducate, work, law school.
but in terms of my other side, i have no considerations or thoughts in regards to this matter. kinda scary eh?
anyway 29 days until hell.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
i realize how close i have gotten with the 3 monsters at my house. they have became a group of people that are more than friends... they are not necessary be the "best friends" i live with.. but if anything happens, i know our bond will hold us together.
if one of us is in trouble, the 3 of us will be backing them up...
if one is happy, we will be happy with him...
and as many times as they make me mad, sad and stupid
i know at the end, they care about me.. .
*sigh*
thanks guys
if one of us is in trouble, the 3 of us will be backing them up...
if one is happy, we will be happy with him...
and as many times as they make me mad, sad and stupid
i know at the end, they care about me.. .
*sigh*
thanks guys
Thursday, March 20, 2008
HOME!!!
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home /hoÊŠm/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[hohm] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, adjective, adverb, verb, homed, hom·ing.
–noun 1. a house, apartment, or other shelter that is the usual residence of a person, family, or household.
2. the place in which one's domestic affections are centered.
3. an institution for the homeless, sick, etc.: a nursing home.
4. the dwelling place or retreat of an animal.
5. the place or region where something is native or most common.
6. any place of residence or refuge: a heavenly home.
7. a person's native place or own country.
8. (in games) the destination or goal.
9. a principal base of operations or activities: The new stadium will be the home of the local football team.
10. Baseball. home plate.
11. Lacrosse. one of three attack positions nearest the opposing goal.
–adjective 12. of, pertaining to, or connected with one's home or country; domestic: home products.
13. principal or main: the corporation's home office.
14. reaching the mark aimed at: a home thrust.
15. Sports. played in a ball park, arena, or the like, that is or is assumed to be the center of operations of a team: The pitcher didn't lose a single home game all season. Compare away (def. 11).
–adverb 16. to, toward, or at home: to go home.
17. deep; to the heart: The truth of the accusation struck home.
18. to the mark or point aimed at: He drove the point home.
19. Nautical. a. into the position desired; perfectly or to the greatest possible extent: sails sheeted home.
b. in the proper, stowed position: The anchor is home.
c. toward its vessel: to bring the anchor home.
–verb (used without object) 20. to go or return home.
21. (of guided missiles, aircraft, etc.) to proceed, esp. under control of an automatic aiming mechanism, toward a specified target, as a plane, missile, or location (often fol. by in on): The missile homed in on the target.
22. to navigate toward a point by means of coordinates other than those given by altitudes.
23. to have a home where specified; reside.
–verb (used with object) 24. to bring or send home.
25. to provide with a home.
26. to direct, esp. under control of an automatic aiming device, toward an airport, target, etc.
—Idioms27. at home, a. in one's own house or place of residence.
b. in one's own town or country.
c. prepared or willing to receive social visits: Tell him I'm not at home. We are always at home to her.
d. in a situation familiar to one; at ease: She has a way of making everyone feel at home.
e. well-informed; proficient: to be at home in the classics.
f. played in one's hometown or on one's own grounds: The Yankees played two games at home and one away
home /hoÊŠm/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[hohm] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, adjective, adverb, verb, homed, hom·ing.
–noun 1. a house, apartment, or other shelter that is the usual residence of a person, family, or household.
2. the place in which one's domestic affections are centered.
3. an institution for the homeless, sick, etc.: a nursing home.
4. the dwelling place or retreat of an animal.
5. the place or region where something is native or most common.
6. any place of residence or refuge: a heavenly home.
7. a person's native place or own country.
8. (in games) the destination or goal.
9. a principal base of operations or activities: The new stadium will be the home of the local football team.
10. Baseball. home plate.
11. Lacrosse. one of three attack positions nearest the opposing goal.
–adjective 12. of, pertaining to, or connected with one's home or country; domestic: home products.
13. principal or main: the corporation's home office.
14. reaching the mark aimed at: a home thrust.
15. Sports. played in a ball park, arena, or the like, that is or is assumed to be the center of operations of a team: The pitcher didn't lose a single home game all season. Compare away (def. 11).
–adverb 16. to, toward, or at home: to go home.
17. deep; to the heart: The truth of the accusation struck home.
18. to the mark or point aimed at: He drove the point home.
19. Nautical. a. into the position desired; perfectly or to the greatest possible extent: sails sheeted home.
b. in the proper, stowed position: The anchor is home.
c. toward its vessel: to bring the anchor home.
–verb (used without object) 20. to go or return home.
21. (of guided missiles, aircraft, etc.) to proceed, esp. under control of an automatic aiming mechanism, toward a specified target, as a plane, missile, or location (often fol. by in on): The missile homed in on the target.
22. to navigate toward a point by means of coordinates other than those given by altitudes.
23. to have a home where specified; reside.
–verb (used with object) 24. to bring or send home.
25. to provide with a home.
26. to direct, esp. under control of an automatic aiming device, toward an airport, target, etc.
—Idioms27. at home, a. in one's own house or place of residence.
b. in one's own town or country.
c. prepared or willing to receive social visits: Tell him I'm not at home. We are always at home to her.
d. in a situation familiar to one; at ease: She has a way of making everyone feel at home.
e. well-informed; proficient: to be at home in the classics.
f. played in one's hometown or on one's own grounds: The Yankees played two games at home and one away
Monday, March 17, 2008
thank you all
thank you all for caring for me...
i am and will be okay! =)
thank you all!!
i love youu all...
if you don't know what has been happening to me... its because i been really out of the loop... or i probably was in attempt to tell your or you are too busy...
or simply...
you are just not important to me...
i am and will be okay! =)
thank you all!!
i love youu all...
if you don't know what has been happening to me... its because i been really out of the loop... or i probably was in attempt to tell your or you are too busy...
or simply...
you are just not important to me...
Monday, March 3, 2008
there are some people that seem very friendly and such on the outside. but then when you get to know them, they have became someone you dont know - someone kinda mean. when you know this person better and better, the respect you can have with that individual goes down
so everyone who has a mask - please don't act in front of me because i clearly see through you.
so everyone who has a mask - please don't act in front of me because i clearly see through you.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
R.I.P. My Hard drive
Apparently my Hard drive is FRIED! is goneeee...
and all the precious pictures i have.. might be gone.. oh goshhh.. i am just really depress...
its like.. what the heckkkkkk... but then like my mother said.. i been using my laptop for 3 years now.. and this is the first serious problem i have with my laptop...
aiii... so sad...
and all the precious pictures i have.. might be gone.. oh goshhh.. i am just really depress...
its like.. what the heckkkkkk... but then like my mother said.. i been using my laptop for 3 years now.. and this is the first serious problem i have with my laptop...
aiii... so sad...
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Am I a complusive organization freak?
I personally don't think I am a freak with time management. I just have plans and I enjoy being able to accomplish them. Personally- being able to fill them up makes me feel good about myself.
I just have goals to fulfill.
Unlike some others.
I just have goals to fulfill.
Unlike some others.
Monday, February 18, 2008
i am so tired right now...
and
i lost faith in some people.
that's pretty much it. thanks.
plus.
i am having the "i am so excited" for hong kong disease. i can't wait to go back to hong kong and be out of this place. i am so sick of canada. get me out of here. but i will miss some people.
and
i am going to blue mountain. i am going to hit up the slopes for a day or two. i can't do it anymore. and its all thanks to certain people. if you have doubts that i am talking about you. chances is. i am talking about you.
reading week has been amazing. i been seeing people. i been eating. thats pretty much all we need to know right?
GOOD
and
i lost faith in some people.
that's pretty much it. thanks.
plus.
i am having the "i am so excited" for hong kong disease. i can't wait to go back to hong kong and be out of this place. i am so sick of canada. get me out of here. but i will miss some people.
and
i am going to blue mountain. i am going to hit up the slopes for a day or two. i can't do it anymore. and its all thanks to certain people. if you have doubts that i am talking about you. chances is. i am talking about you.
reading week has been amazing. i been seeing people. i been eating. thats pretty much all we need to know right?
GOOD
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Okay... I been really stress lately... SOO IF i haven't replied or talked to you like usual... DON'T ASSUME i am mad... i am not mad at anyone.. i just been really tired and fighting a stupid cold...
that's pretty much it...
READING WEEEK COMING SOON!!! =)
PLUS
i been invited to a wedding i don't really want to go to... =S i was actually asked to be part of the wedding... i think i am doing welcome and greet... oh goshhh... i feel so fake now.. and i agree when the bride asked me... oh goshhh.. because i really don't want to go... I DONT WANT TO GO! ARGH!
ANOTHER EMBRASSING STORY
i went to winterlicious with my friends... and uncle patrick just started working there... SO therefore i paid 40 dollars for a dinner i can eat for free.... because thats what happened to my parents.. they ate the same things as me... but they didn't have to pay 40 dollars!!!
that's pretty much it...
READING WEEEK COMING SOON!!! =)
PLUS
i been invited to a wedding i don't really want to go to... =S i was actually asked to be part of the wedding... i think i am doing welcome and greet... oh goshhh... i feel so fake now.. and i agree when the bride asked me... oh goshhh.. because i really don't want to go... I DONT WANT TO GO! ARGH!
ANOTHER EMBRASSING STORY
i went to winterlicious with my friends... and uncle patrick just started working there... SO therefore i paid 40 dollars for a dinner i can eat for free.... because thats what happened to my parents.. they ate the same things as me... but they didn't have to pay 40 dollars!!!
Friday, February 8, 2008
Lilian's Moments
This term, I have very little Lilian's moments. SERIOUSLY. In comparison to other terms and times, I will have way more. But I been pretty good!!!
anyway... i just woke up.. and i am tired again..
and HALIM is visiting this weekend! WEEHEEE!!! constant play weekend!!! i need to get everything done before she gets here!!
anyway... i just woke up.. and i am tired again..
and HALIM is visiting this weekend! WEEHEEE!!! constant play weekend!!! i need to get everything done before she gets here!!
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
what an interesting day...
today... i went home to markham. after class today, i met up with my prof and talked with her about my research thesis essay.
Then I decided to call Marilyn for lunch - it turns out that she's at the greyhound station waiting to go home. So I decided to join her - I ran home, picked up my backpack and ran to the greyhound station in 35 minutes! =)
When I got on the bus, this stupid asian guy was sitting next to Marilyn. So Marilyn and I were using our DS's pictochat to chat.
In the middle of my journey back to the sweet comfort land, I got a phone call. It was from my brillant younger cousin (the one who lives with me). Apparently Mr. Nice Little Kid Cousin got suspended. I needed to go and resue him. SO I came home, picked up the car and then went to his school to "resue" him.
So how did Mr. Nice Little Kid Cousin get suspended?
When I told Marilyn, she was laughing sooo hard.
SO Mr. Nice Little Kid Cousin got suspended because his hair was TOO long. LOL!!!
Then I decided to call Marilyn for lunch - it turns out that she's at the greyhound station waiting to go home. So I decided to join her - I ran home, picked up my backpack and ran to the greyhound station in 35 minutes! =)
When I got on the bus, this stupid asian guy was sitting next to Marilyn. So Marilyn and I were using our DS's pictochat to chat.
In the middle of my journey back to the sweet comfort land, I got a phone call. It was from my brillant younger cousin (the one who lives with me). Apparently Mr. Nice Little Kid Cousin got suspended. I needed to go and resue him. SO I came home, picked up the car and then went to his school to "resue" him.
So how did Mr. Nice Little Kid Cousin get suspended?
When I told Marilyn, she was laughing sooo hard.
SO Mr. Nice Little Kid Cousin got suspended because his hair was TOO long. LOL!!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
what is jackie's newest purchase?
Jackie, my roommate, is a compulsive buyer. He tends to buy a lot of things that are quite expensive. One of the games that we like to play with in this house is - how much did Jackie spend on a particular item.
Today at dinner - Kitty, Jackie and I invited Jacey out for dinner. As we sat and bonded with food... we asked Jacey to guess what Jackie RECENTLY got...
We gave her 10 tries.
A couple of clues (something everyone has, price range can be very big) One of them being - Jackie and me were playing with it while Jason was calling us stupid and looking at us.
TRY 7 was the classic.
Her answer was that Jackie had got something from the stag shop. Kitty, Jackie and my mind were like... Jackie and Lilian playing with something from the stag shop and Jason watching us play. Now that's creepy.
Anyway, Jacey has choose ranging from socks to clothes.
At Try 8- she guessed it.
NOW! What did Jackie buy?
A MATTRESS!!! LOL!!!
Today at dinner - Kitty, Jackie and I invited Jacey out for dinner. As we sat and bonded with food... we asked Jacey to guess what Jackie RECENTLY got...
We gave her 10 tries.
A couple of clues (something everyone has, price range can be very big) One of them being - Jackie and me were playing with it while Jason was calling us stupid and looking at us.
TRY 7 was the classic.
Her answer was that Jackie had got something from the stag shop. Kitty, Jackie and my mind were like... Jackie and Lilian playing with something from the stag shop and Jason watching us play. Now that's creepy.
Anyway, Jacey has choose ranging from socks to clothes.
At Try 8- she guessed it.
NOW! What did Jackie buy?
A MATTRESS!!! LOL!!!
Friday, January 18, 2008
incident with ira
Tonight, I decided to hang out with Ira. Our plan was to go shopping at Fairview then dinner then T&T then bbtea. We did that.
We went to Korean BBQ... oh my gosh.. we ate so much... and we developed a theory regarding how to eat the most... needless to say we were both full and dead by the end.
While driving to T&T... we were looking at the sky. There were 2 planes and they were REALLY close to each other. It seems like 1 is chasing the other one. Ira and I were watching intensely while driving. Oh my gosh - it was so intense. We were like... ooo.. its going to crash and we will be on the news because we witness this!
At the end, the plane didn't crash. We ate too much. I didn't finish my bubble tea.
What a wonderful night.
We went to Korean BBQ... oh my gosh.. we ate so much... and we developed a theory regarding how to eat the most... needless to say we were both full and dead by the end.
While driving to T&T... we were looking at the sky. There were 2 planes and they were REALLY close to each other. It seems like 1 is chasing the other one. Ira and I were watching intensely while driving. Oh my gosh - it was so intense. We were like... ooo.. its going to crash and we will be on the news because we witness this!
At the end, the plane didn't crash. We ate too much. I didn't finish my bubble tea.
What a wonderful night.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
adventure to buy meat! =)
i am not a crazy meat eater. in fact, i will be a lot happier without meat. but i went on a meat adventure.
started with me talking to jacey on the phone and justin called. he asked if i would care to join him to go buy some meat. due to the fact that i was kinda bored, and i did study for a while. i decide to go along.
justin came over. i stopped talking to jacey. we left the house to get ready to go. and then farah called! (i kinda promise her i will go to the gym with her...) instead of her making me go to the gym.. i talked her into going on the adventure to buy meat with justin and i.
so off we went...
for a while, we got lost because justin took the wrong exit...
finally we got there safe.
i got a lot of random meat product! ranging from hot rods to corn! =)
and then off to our adventure back home. but along the way, farah needed to stop by zehrs - and we did. while shopping, marilyn called and said they got out of class early and asked us to go meet them for dinner.
we got to morty's and had beautiful wings for dinner! but then i didn't enjoy it much because i ate too much junkfood today. i had a tummy ache from eating so much. so i couldn't finish all my wings. and now i am home.
wow.. i did a lot
started with me talking to jacey on the phone and justin called. he asked if i would care to join him to go buy some meat. due to the fact that i was kinda bored, and i did study for a while. i decide to go along.
justin came over. i stopped talking to jacey. we left the house to get ready to go. and then farah called! (i kinda promise her i will go to the gym with her...) instead of her making me go to the gym.. i talked her into going on the adventure to buy meat with justin and i.
so off we went...
for a while, we got lost because justin took the wrong exit...
finally we got there safe.
i got a lot of random meat product! ranging from hot rods to corn! =)
and then off to our adventure back home. but along the way, farah needed to stop by zehrs - and we did. while shopping, marilyn called and said they got out of class early and asked us to go meet them for dinner.
we got to morty's and had beautiful wings for dinner! but then i didn't enjoy it much because i ate too much junkfood today. i had a tummy ache from eating so much. so i couldn't finish all my wings. and now i am home.
wow.. i did a lot
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
when i die
marilyn can have all my clothes
jason can have all my cosmo's
sarah can have all my shoes
angel and leona can fight for my bed
jacey can have all my shopaloics
kitty can have my ds
christine can have all my jewellery
i am set to die
jason can have all my cosmo's
sarah can have all my shoes
angel and leona can fight for my bed
jacey can have all my shopaloics
kitty can have my ds
christine can have all my jewellery
i am set to die
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I am kinda bored today. I want to write a long entry. So I am going to think of something random to write about so Marilyn doesn't get on my case. It is also the last day of school this week, therefore I want to write a long blog about something. Let's see how long I can write.
Topic 1 - My Funeral
I was telling Cyrus Liu that I am doing piano again. (which is kinda funny because I do remember telling him that i am taking lessons. but it seems like he just found out) He asked me, oh what is with this "piano" business? I told him that I just wanted to accomplish something, like when I died, people can say. Oh Lilian Man, a beautiful painist. instead of something like Oh Lilian, the girl who was too lazy to wake up for piano lessons when she was a child.
Cyrus Liu being the Cyrus Liu he is, said "I will remember that. If you invite me to your funeral."
My reply was "If you copy and paste this conversation, this is your admission ticket to my funeral. I think I will be a bit too busy to send out invites."
Upon reflection, I realize I do like to talk about my funeral a lot. Reading my old xanga, I write about my funeral around once every couple of months. If someone is really following everything I want in my funeral. I am sorry that I am so picky about it.
Topic 2 - My dream guy
This is going to be a bit long because it has to reflect to a conversation I have with Leona Chiu.
number 1 on my list will be...
SANTA CLAUSE!!
WHY?
First of all, he's chubby. That means he's really good with hug. Also he has little elfs working for him. therefore i don't have to work and I get Christmas food all year round! =) Plus he only pretty much works 1 night a year - that means he can play and eat with me! THINK ABOUT THE FOOD HE CAN EAT! ALSO! he can stand me singing my christmas songs 24/7 12 months a year. It is simply brillant!
number 2!
HIRO NAKAMURA!!! (if you don't know him, google him)
his famous line of "NISSIAN VERSA" had captured my heart. first of all.. he has the power of traveling back in time. that means if i messed something up, he will be able to make sure i am okay. oh i love time travel. plus he's a heir to his dead father's business.. meaning he doesn't have to work. HOHOHO!!! =) that means like santa.. he can play and eat with me all day long!!!
btw.. jackie is back.. and he's not telling me the girls he met in china.. boo him!!!!
Topic 1 - My Funeral
I was telling Cyrus Liu that I am doing piano again. (which is kinda funny because I do remember telling him that i am taking lessons. but it seems like he just found out) He asked me, oh what is with this "piano" business? I told him that I just wanted to accomplish something, like when I died, people can say. Oh Lilian Man, a beautiful painist. instead of something like Oh Lilian, the girl who was too lazy to wake up for piano lessons when she was a child.
Cyrus Liu being the Cyrus Liu he is, said "I will remember that. If you invite me to your funeral."
My reply was "If you copy and paste this conversation, this is your admission ticket to my funeral. I think I will be a bit too busy to send out invites."
Upon reflection, I realize I do like to talk about my funeral a lot. Reading my old xanga, I write about my funeral around once every couple of months. If someone is really following everything I want in my funeral. I am sorry that I am so picky about it.
Topic 2 - My dream guy
This is going to be a bit long because it has to reflect to a conversation I have with Leona Chiu.
number 1 on my list will be...
SANTA CLAUSE!!
WHY?
First of all, he's chubby. That means he's really good with hug. Also he has little elfs working for him. therefore i don't have to work and I get Christmas food all year round! =) Plus he only pretty much works 1 night a year - that means he can play and eat with me! THINK ABOUT THE FOOD HE CAN EAT! ALSO! he can stand me singing my christmas songs 24/7 12 months a year. It is simply brillant!
number 2!
HIRO NAKAMURA!!! (if you don't know him, google him)
his famous line of "NISSIAN VERSA" had captured my heart. first of all.. he has the power of traveling back in time. that means if i messed something up, he will be able to make sure i am okay. oh i love time travel. plus he's a heir to his dead father's business.. meaning he doesn't have to work. HOHOHO!!! =) that means like santa.. he can play and eat with me all day long!!!
btw.. jackie is back.. and he's not telling me the girls he met in china.. boo him!!!!
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Random thoughts... REALLY RANDOM thoughts
When I was sitting in class today, obviously I was daydreaming.
SO! I thought of different random things.
1. Marilyn - this is for you. A blog a day, keeps a stalker close by. MUHAHAHA!!!
2. This is a joke. I didn't make it up. But I thought it was funny, so I was giggling in the class and the prof was staring at me for it.
Why would the rabbit not want to go on a date with the zebra?
Because the mommy rabbit said people with tattoos are not good people! ! HAHA!!!
3. I was trying to imagine how my prof would look like as a hippie. Or maybe he's too old to be a hippie.
4. When I looked outside of my classroom window, I saw my cousin walking by with a girl. SO I texted him and he now thinks I am sugar high and refuse to drive me home for a while.
5. When you go hot pot king, there's hot pot and kbbq right? I wonder if you can put the kbbq things in the hot pot and vice versa...
Okay, this is the end of my really random thoughts of the day.
SO! I thought of different random things.
1. Marilyn - this is for you. A blog a day, keeps a stalker close by. MUHAHAHA!!!
2. This is a joke. I didn't make it up. But I thought it was funny, so I was giggling in the class and the prof was staring at me for it.
Why would the rabbit not want to go on a date with the zebra?
Because the mommy rabbit said people with tattoos are not good people! ! HAHA!!!
3. I was trying to imagine how my prof would look like as a hippie. Or maybe he's too old to be a hippie.
4. When I looked outside of my classroom window, I saw my cousin walking by with a girl. SO I texted him and he now thinks I am sugar high and refuse to drive me home for a while.
5. When you go hot pot king, there's hot pot and kbbq right? I wonder if you can put the kbbq things in the hot pot and vice versa...
Okay, this is the end of my really random thoughts of the day.
Friday, January 4, 2008
First Post in 2008
When people blame me for not showing up to things that I promise I will show up for- why don't they look at the other side of the picture?
This Christmas, there has been a couple of incidents with the same group of people that involve last minute planning. I am not a last minute person. Most of my friends are not last minute people. Most things such as New Years Eve, Christmas vacation and such requires a little bit of excessive planning. Meaning that I do have other people in mind that I have to be responsible for. When you blame me for "ditching" you, you should think of it from this perspective. I had asked you less than 4 days before an event if you had any plans in mind. Your reply was "we will plan then..." I said "I have other commitments to go to, so please tell me soon." When I did not get a reply 2 days before an event, I assume the event is off. Last minute, magically something happens. The world starts to blame me for no show. Does anyone think from my perspective? I do have other friends, family members, and commitments in mind. If you can't give me an appropriate definite answer - please don't blame me for "ditching" you. Don't make it seem like I am a savage for trying to get this point across.
I am ultra annoyed for a while now. This was one of the reason why my Christmas holiday season is ruined.
I also decided. I am going home a lot more this term because I miss Toronto.
This Christmas, there has been a couple of incidents with the same group of people that involve last minute planning. I am not a last minute person. Most of my friends are not last minute people. Most things such as New Years Eve, Christmas vacation and such requires a little bit of excessive planning. Meaning that I do have other people in mind that I have to be responsible for. When you blame me for "ditching" you, you should think of it from this perspective. I had asked you less than 4 days before an event if you had any plans in mind. Your reply was "we will plan then..." I said "I have other commitments to go to, so please tell me soon." When I did not get a reply 2 days before an event, I assume the event is off. Last minute, magically something happens. The world starts to blame me for no show. Does anyone think from my perspective? I do have other friends, family members, and commitments in mind. If you can't give me an appropriate definite answer - please don't blame me for "ditching" you. Don't make it seem like I am a savage for trying to get this point across.
I am ultra annoyed for a while now. This was one of the reason why my Christmas holiday season is ruined.
I also decided. I am going home a lot more this term because I miss Toronto.
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